Sunday, December 30, 2007

Facebook

I've been spending lots of time on facebook and neglected my blog, hence the slow update. However, hey, thanks to it, I've managed to find and link my friends. Its similar to friendster but much more interesting (not to mention stupid). I've received all kinds of silly invitations from everyone and I've been poking people. It seems almost every one on earth has facebook now.

I've been in contact with Brother Andrew via facebook and it seems he has completed his seven year course at the St Francis Xavier Major Seminary and is back home in Klang waiting for his ordination. Congrats, Brother. Soon we'll have to call you Father Andrew. Well, you're right. Until then, its poking spree!

Oh, I'm thinking its about time I end my break from Alliance Française. Everyone seems to be going back this January, so it seems like a sign that its time for me to continue. I'm reluctant though, because Saturday's the only day I can sleep in now. I'm not enthusiastic about waking up early for 9am classes. However, I've been in and out of it for so many years of my life that I realise I do miss AF and the culture there. A lot. Should I sign up??

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas

For unto us a child is born
Unto us a son is given
And the government shall be upon his shoulders
And his name shall be called wonderful.
Counsellor, the mighty God.
The everlasting Father.
And the Prince of Peace is He.

After a half day of work, I headed down to Vivo to do some last minute desperate shopping. The crowd of desperate people was huge. Amazing how some people like to do last minute shopping. Tsk tsk.

Christmas is always so pleasant. I headed down to church for midnight mass. I love midnight masses. The atmosphere is just so different.

Fr. Luke celebrated mass and did the homily at midnight. I think we all kinda waited in anticipation for his cold joke to come, just as he promised it would.

His homily ended beautifully. He said he couldn't give each and every one of us a present even though he wanted to. So he ended up giving us something which he could. His voice. He sang The Christmas Song. Thank you, Father. It was beautiful.

After mass, the group of us headed for supper at Serangoon Gardens till 3am. Thank you, Matthew, for your treat and the ride back home.

For JY who has asked me kindly what Catholics believe in, I don't think I can tell you here in one post every single thing we believe in, but I guess I'll just state the basics and clear the common misunderstandings. I know just exactly what you want to know. If Catholics don't worship Mary, then why is it whenever you think of the word 'Mary' you automatically think of Catholics?

So here goes. *Takes a deep breath*

Catholics believe in the Holy Trinity - Father (God), Son (Jesus) and the Holy Spirit, and that Jesus is the only son of God, sent down to die on the Cross for us all. Since its the holy trinity in one, Jesus is both God and Man. The Virgin Mary is the Mother of Jesus. Catholics do not worship Mary but respect her for who she is (Mother of God). We ask her to pray for us, just as we would ask a friend to pray for us, but we never pray to her for stuff. That's only reserved for God. The same goes for saints. Saints are there to pray for us as well.

Okay, this little paragraph is not exhausive. This is probably only scratching the surface of Catholicism, but 4.30am now and I'm tired.

Have a Merry Christmas, people!

God Bless You.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Gaudete Sunday

My body has officially re-adjusted its sleeping hours. *jumps for joy* I haven't been sleeping before midnight for a long long time. Thats because I haven't had to wake at 7am in a long time. Ah. The last time I had to get up so early was when I was in JC. NUS had been flexible. I grew smarter by the first semester and scheduled as many of my classes to the afternoons as I possibly can. That left me time to sleep in right till 5 minutes before class started. Now I have to wake early because I'm a working individual.

Oh. I learnt something from Fr. Luke's homily, today, on Gaudete Sunday - there is no such thing as a white lie - lies have no colour.

One conversation I had with a colleague of mine.

"Oh, you're Catholic?"
"Yep."
"Catholic.... means you worship Mary, right?"

I don't blame her. She's from a totally different faith. She doesn't care hoots if I worship Mary a not or if Mary is suppose to be worshipped. The thing is, she did say she was from a Catholic school. Primary through to secondary school. The point was never clarified in school, so many people like her grew up thinking Catholics worship Mary.

Catholics do not worship Mary.
Catholics do not worship Mary.
Catholics do not worship Mary.

All repeat after me.

Catholics. do. not. worship. Mother. Mary.

The thing is, this is such a stale misundertanding that Catholics probably just gave up clarifying a long time ago.

Adelyn - out!

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Rain, rain, go away......

Come again another day. Maybe when I'm tucked up in bed and sound asleep.

It has been raining, raining, raining, raining and raining. Oh. Did I mention it has been raining?

Yeah, it has been so gloomy recently. Not to mention, it has made it so difficult for me to travel out.

I look out of my office window and all I see is rain. All I feel is cold air. The aircon in the office is blowing like mad. The worse thing is we need higher approval to change the temperature. Bleah. Now what we really need is another 2 jackets, a pair of gloves and long johns.

Oh, for people who don't know, Colin's news hit the New Paper and wanbao. Click here for the New Paper article.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

Death is a real thing

I attended Colin's funeral.

As we walked and said our last goodbyes at the crematorium, I looked at him, and amist all the heavy makeup, I saw a peaceful Colin resting.

As I saw him for the last time, an image of him sitting on the floor laughing happily just two weeks ago in church flashed through my mind.

I guess it is when someone passes on that we start to realise the fragility of life. We start to find that death is a real, real thing, much as we would like to delude ourselves.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

The pastor and his son

~The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.~ Lamentations 3:19-23

Someone forwarded a story to me and rather than forwarding it to everyone else, I thought I'll just stick it in my blog instead.

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Every Sunday afternoon, after the morning service at the church, the Pastor and his eleven year old son would go out into their town and hand out Gospel Tracts.

This particular Sunday afternoon, as it came time for the Pastor and his son to go to the streets with their tracts, it was very cold outside, as well as pouring down rain. The boy bundled up in his warmest and driest clothes and said, "OK, dad, I'm ready."

His Pastor dad asked, "Ready for what?" "Dad, it's time we gather our tracts together and go out." Dad responds, "Son, it's very cold outside and it's pouring down rain."

The boy gives his dad a surprised look, asking, "But Dad, aren't people still going to Hell, even though it's raining?"

Dad answers, "Son, I am not going out in this weather." Despondently, the boy asks, "Dad, can I go? Please?"

His father hesitated for a moment then said, "Son, you can go. Here are the tracts, be careful son."

"Thanks Dad!"

And with that, he was off and out into the rain. his eleven year old boy walked the streets of the town going door to door and handing everybody he met in the street a Gospel Tract.

After two hours of walking in the rain, he was soaking, bone-chilled wet and down to his VERY LAST TRACT. He stopped on a corner and looked for someone to hand a tract to, but the streets were totally deserted.

Then he turned toward the first home he saw and started up the sidewalk to the front door and rang the door bell. He rang the bell, but nobody answered. He rang it again and again, but still no one answered. He waited but still no answer.

Finally, this eleven year old trooper turned to leave, but something stopped him. Again, he turned to the door and rang the bell and knocked loudly on the door with his fist. He waited, something holding him there on the front porch! He rang again and this time the door slowly opened. Standing in the doorway was a very sad-looking elderly lady. She softly asked, "What can I do for you, son?" With radiant eyes and a smile that lit up her world, this little boy said, "Ma'am, I'm sorry if I disturbed you, but I just want to tell you that *JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU* and I came to give you my very last Gospel Tract which will tell you all about JESUS and His great LOVE."

With that, he handed her his last tract and turned to leave. She called to him as he departed. "Thank you, son! And God Bless You!"

Well, the following Sunday morning in church Pastor Dad was in the pulpit. As the service began, he asked, "Does anybody have any testimony or want to say anything?"

Slowly, in the back row of the church, an elderly lady stood to her feet. As she began to speak, a look of glorious radiance came from her face, "No one in this church knows me. I've never been here before. You see, before last Sunday I was not a Christian. My husband passed on some time ago, leaving me totally alone in this world. Last Sunday, being a particularly cold and rainy day, it was even more so in my heart that I came to the end of the line where I no longer had any hope or will to live.

So I took a rope and a chair and ascended the stairway into the attic of my home. I fastened the rope securely to a rafter in the roof, then stood on the chair and fastened the other end of the rope around my neck. Standing on that chair, so lonely and brokenhearted I was about to leap off, when suddenly the loud ringing of my doorbell downstairs startled me. I thought, "I'll wait a minute, and whoever it is will go away." I waited and waited, but the ringing doorbell seemed to get louder and more insistent, and then the person ringing also started knocking loudly. I thought to myself again, "Who on earth could this be? Nobody ever rings my bell or comes to see me." I loosened the rope from my neck and started for the front door, all the while the bell rang louder and louder.

When I opened the door and looked I could hardly believe my eyes, for there on my front porch was the most radiant and angelic little boy I had ever seen in my life. His SMILE, oh, I could never describe it to you! The words that came from his mouth caused my heart that had long been dead, TO LEAP TO LIFE as he exclaimed with a cherub-like voice, "Ma'am, I just came to tell you that JESUS REALLY DOES LOVE YOU." Then he gave me this Gospel Tract that I now hold in my hand.

As the little angel disappeared back out into the cold and rain, I closed my door and read slowly every word of this Gospel Tract. Then I went up to my attic to get my rope and chair. I wouldn't be needing them any more.

You see---I am now a Happy Child of the KING. Since the address of your church was on the back of this Gospel Tract, I have come here to personally say THANK YOU to God's little angel who came just in the nick of time and by so doing, spared my soul from an eternity in hell."

There was not a dry eye in the church. And as shouts of praise and honor to THE KING resounded off the very rafters of the building, Pastor Dad descended from the pulpit to the front pew where the little angel was seated.

He took his son in his arms and sobbed uncontrollably. Probably no church has had a more glorious moment, and probably this universe has never seen a Papa that was more filled with love & honor for his son... Except for One.

Our Father also allowed His Son to go out into a cold and dark world. He received His Son back with joy unspeakable, and as all of heaven shouted praises and honor to The King, the Father sat His beloved Son on a throne far above all principality and power and every name that is named.

Blessed are your eyes for reading this message.

Don't let this message die, read it again and pass it to others.
Heaven is for His people!
Remember, God's message CAN make the difference in the life of someone close to you.

Monday, December 03, 2007

First day of work

Okay, I know everyone is dying to know how my first day of work went.

I know you want to know.

So let me tell you now.

My first day went on fine. It was pretty relaxing in the morning but came afternoon, I actually had work coming in. On my first day. The people are fine. Friendly. Guess I'm gonna enjoy it here.

I guess my only problem is I can't exactly wake up easily. It has been years since I last woke at such an ungodly hour. Even in NUS, I refrained from picking 8am modules, because it's just crazy to do so. I guess I have to learn now...

So darn sleepy. Zzzzz.

Saturday, December 01, 2007

Advent Sunday & Enchanted on Friday

Anyway, I finally got to watch the movie Enchanted on Friday. I just had to watch a movie before I head for a life of no life... but Juliet stood me up, Crystal was busy with her final year project, Esther, Jeraldine and Menaka all watched it already. I dragged Esther out anyway.

Enchanted was okay. Sweet, as it is, though I could never understand why the two teenage girls seated in front of me were laughing hysterically at any possible moment. Even Esther, the ultimate fairytale fanatic looked confused.

The first part of the show was way beyond me. I absolutely do not and can never understand cartoons in fairytale style, with birds chirping and bimbo in blonde hair singing.

I guess my interest picked up when we, together with Giselle, came into the real world. It became a clash between fantasy and reality.

I guess that's one big reason why I don't enjoy fairytales much. Fairytales are naive, and for people who are still clinging on to 'happy ever after' - abandon your thoughts. Fairytales are fantasies which people create simply because its just not going to happen in the real world.

Oh, am I the only one to notice, from this movie, a flaw with fairytales? The first part of Enchanted was meant to be a mirror of the more traditional stories like Cinderella and Snow White. The love story of Giselle and Prince was based on naivety. They met and fell in love and decided to get married. Then when they entered the real world, they realised, if they hadn't made a hasty decision, they had more than one choice. A relationship cannot be built on blatant naivety. Fairytales are a utopia. An unachievable state of perfection. However, can a relationship be sustained by perfection? I guess it's kind of funny but so true, that Giselle only understood the true meaning of love by actually experiencing other emotions like anger, other than blissful love and happiness.

Oh, watching Father in purple today reminded me that its Advent Sunday - the first day of the liturgical year. We can all start anticipating Christmas.

Alrighty, I have to go rest. Working tomorrow. Kyrie Eleison.